God, I am trying, but then something happens and I get so angry.

I am losing my position and I am not handling it well. They are gradually taking away things that I have been doing here for awhile, and trusting the new girl more than they trust me. Isn't that supposed to say something. Yes, I know it does say something. That I need to leave this job and find another one. They still haven't given me a raise or my bonus. They are just using me here, I know it. I'm going to work on my resume tonight and start to get it out first thing in the morning to try and find a new job. Even if it is for less money.